Astrophil and Stella, Sonnet 104

Envious wits, what hath been mine offence, 
     That with such poisonous care my looks you mark, 
     That to each word, nay, sigh, of mine you hark, 
As grudging me my sorrow's eloquence? 
Ah, is it not enough that I am thence, 
     Thence, so far thence, that scarcely any spark 
     Of comfort dare come to this dungeon dark, 
Where rigor's exile locks up all my sense? 
     But if I by a happy window pass, 
If I but stars upon mine armor bear; 
Sick, thirsty, glad, though but of empty glass;
Your moral notes straight my hid meaning tear 
     From out my ribs, and puffing prove that I 
     Do Stella love.   Fools, who doth it deny?

 

Eleventh Song
 
“Who is it that this dark night
Underneath my window plaineth?”
It is one who from thy sight
Being, ah, exiled, disdaineth
Every other vulgar light.
 
‘Why, alas, and are you he?
Be not yet those fancies changed?’
Dear, when you find change in me,
Though from me you be estranged,
Let my change to ruin be.
 
‘Well, in absence this will die.
Leave to see, and leave to wonder.’
Absence sure will help, if I
Can learn how myself to sunder
From what in my heart doth lie.
 
‘But time will these thoughts remove;
Time doth work what no man knoweth.’
Time doth as the subject prove;
With time still the affection growth
In the faithful turtledove.
 
‘What if you new beauties see?
Will they not stir new affection?’
I will think they pictures be,
Image-like of saint’s perfection,
Poorly counterfeiting thee.
 
‘But your reason’s purest light
Bids you leave such minds to nourish.’
Dear, do reason no such spite;
Never doth thy beauty flourish
More than in my reason’s sight.

‘But the wrongs love bears will make
Love at length leave undertaking.’
No, the more fools it do shake,
In a ground of so firm making
Deeper still they drive the stake.
 
‘Peace, I think that some give ear;
Come no more, lest I get anger.’
Bliss, I will my bliss forbear,
Fearing, sweet, you to endanger,
But my soul shall harbour there.
 
‘Well, be gone, be gone, I say,
Lest that Argus’ eyes perceive you.’
O unjust is fortune’s sway,
Which can make me thus to leave you,
And from louts to run away!